Idk where to go today lol π “how can you be so heartless?π” (Taken with instagram)
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Trying to forgive but I can’t…
When a guy says “we can be friends” after a long time together, he’s lying. He’s just saying that so you don’t hate him and that you feel a bit hopeful on you guys going back to how things used to be. When in reality, that’s not gonna happen. Especially after you been lied to, and played with like some freakin game, replaced by someone else and then try to act like it’s all good. But yet YOU’RE the one over reacting. Thats my favorite part. You get hurt and you’re the bad guy for feeling sad. Lol you boys are a reaaal piece a work you know that? And I hate when guys say all girls are bitches. We weren’t born that way. You turned us into that. Now we’re freaking walking around with baggage cause of you. (scoffs) sorry for having feelings…I’ll be more careful next time.
The hardest part about accepting the saying “everything happens for a reason” is waiting for that reason to come along.
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Most of my days have been like this…
Haha yea thatβs right nigga
Lmao I do that but I really hate when people do that crap to me. God do I hate it smh
(via slow-kisses-and-bullshit)
Gonna pour my heart out. You’ve been warned…
So there’s this guy right…and I’ve been somewhat friends with him for almost 2 years now. We’ve hung out, went on some dates and some other stuff…*clears throat* ummm…point of the story is…I wanna be with him. I wanna be with him more than anything. And unfortunately, the feeling i believe isn’t mutual. Now…to some people, the smart thing to do is move on. Well…I’m not that smart when it comes to love, I’m far from it. But even though I don’t believe we’re super compatible…the feelings are there. And honestly, that’s all I need. People tell me “if it’s meant to happen then it will happen.” But I don’t believe that. I believe that working hard gets you the goal and if I don’t believe that…what am I gonna believe in? God? I do believe in god but what if he’s waiting to see how much I really want this? What if he’s not helping me because in my case, perseverance is suppose to be the key? I have never tried this hard for any guy in my life. This has to be something… I do admit that I am way nicer than he is. Sometimes he treats me like I’m crap or unconsciously makes me feel insignificant but when he treats me good….he treats me good. I forget those bad, and tough times because when he’s sweet to me, my heart skips a beat. Everytime I see him, he gives me that butterfly affect. When we speaking and I look into his green eyes, I stop making sense. When he’s talking, I just love how his reddish hair contrasts beautifully with his green eyes. The sight of him intoxicates me. I still worry about my speech when I’m around him. I don’t wanna sound dumb or anything. But maybe I have to go through all this heartache and heartbreak and tears and sadness because in the end, it might be worth it. Whether I should risk it or not doesn’t concern me. I’m in love with with him. And he knows it. So hopefully if he ever changes his mind, I’ll still be here. Cause I will not let the only guy I ever fell in love with get away. Even though me and him aren’t talking right now, I’m only ignoring you until you miss me, or until you realize what you really want and if it’s me. Listen D.G.S, I love you…Most ardently. And this quote from pride and prejudice will sum up exactly how i feel. “If your feelings have changed, I would have to tell you: You have bewitched me body and soul and I love…I love…I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on.” Have a great night everyone. And don’t ever give up on love. Because I promise it will never give up on you…
What am I doing wrong?
I wish there was one guy who sticks around me long enough. Maybe I’m too much to handle. There isn’t one guy yet who hasn’t ran away from me…my heart hurts…
True story :)
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